August 29, 2009
Depression. Despair. Gloominess. What else? Words aren’t enough to explain, describe, and depict my feelings right now.
I went to school early with a feeling of excitement – expecting I’d get 3.0 and above in DATAMIN. While he was alphabetically calling our names, uncertain feelings came upon. I eventually jumped into conclusion that I’d get a grade higher than my expectation. Seeing the result really pushed me off the ground. I even crumpled my course card in front of him losing respect towards elder. The hell just happened. I never let him explain a thing cause surely nothing will happen. All I had to do is deal w/ it...
I’ll see him next term and probably get my vengeance out of what he has done...
So, my day is all messed up...
I don't wanna explain the whole thing happened. However, I wanna thank someone for helpin' me escape from that gloomy feelin'.
i love that person so much!
If only I could spend my whole life w/ that person's side, I would love to. <3
