welcoming november

Hope this month won't be the same as the previous month. I want some changes to transpire.

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There were times in my life that i was lost

Trying to feel the unknown incompleteness

I found myself searching for a real love

Ended with heartaches,tears and fears.

The same experience came to happen

Promises made but eventually broken

Never did i say words as freely as i could

Deceived by the happiness that i thought it really was.

Until i found you unexpectedly

Simple yet mature

Those made you more beautiful

You are a real gift wrapped with goodness

I was changed, i felt fullfilled!

I love you...yes,i definitely do!

Never did i waste my love for you

Either was it too late that you came along my way

You have made me change everything.

I miss you...i miss you...

A deep breath shows how i really do

It is a love which i longed for sometime

You have made my life more complete.

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can't sleep. missing you so bad.

"I will NEVER leave you" :)

if...

I don't want to be a HINDRANCE.

I don't want to be the cause of PAIN.

upon considering other people's happiness, I'll sacrifice mine

even if that HAPPINESS is the only treasure I have.

one day, I'll be taking my final bow.

You'll see..

retreat.

a lot of things happened withing 3 days of staying in Spinelli.

It was actually my first time staying overnight w/ friends and I really enjoyed the experience. It's been the best 3 days of my life so far and it will always remain memorable no matter what. Things had changed all of a sudden. I got the chance to express myself and opened up w/ random people. Also, I was given chance to tell them all the things I've been keeping for so long. not just that, they made me realize how important I am for them and that they value my worth. Most especially during the exchange of candles. it's the best part for me. Once again, personally, I got the chance to talk to someone who has played a very important role in my life before and I guess, until now.. He'll always be special in some ways..

I never thought this retreat would change me and my perception about things.

I browse through my phone calendar to check some important notes when something seriously freaks me out. On December 3, 2oo9,here's what I just found out -- a note written -- "watch out!something bad's gonna happen". The hell! I never wrote this... if ever someone borrowed my phone, why would he/she even bother to leave such creepy note.

I'll be gone for three days...

Now, I don't seem to know my purpose in someone's life.

however, I'd still stick to what i believe.

guess my own purpose is to make that someone happy

love that someone whole-heartedly

and let God decide on the other aspects of my life.

.good night.

*augh. I just can't avoid hating someone.*

finally got a new puppy & I named her chloe.

ohwell. not a pet lover though.

"hindi ako tatagal ng my ASO sa loob ng bahay."

so by next week, she'll be sent back to our old house and bahala na si auntie mag-alaga.

HAHA. x-D

"stop flirting with someone you know is already taken"

don´t flirt
don´t play mind games
Just stop, before someone gets hurt..

together.

TOGETHER

Since the day that we met girl

I aint never had anyone make me feel this way

And my heart is sure it wants to be with you

Wanna give you the whole world

If you make the promise to me, You're gonna stay

Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had

Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life

Cause you know me and I know you

girl your love is where it's at

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last

And be the one that got your back

Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together

And though we both made our mistakes

And some we never wish we made

But we'll be okay if we just stay together

I know he left you stranded

And you paid the price when you messed up your life oh

girl I know you're so afraid

But I can't right the wrongs he did

I know you saw the lipstick on my window

And wonder'n how many chick's been to my home

I've done my share of playing games

But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by your side

Girl I got you and I want to give you what you never had

Girl everyday I hope to make you a part of my life

Cause you know me and I know you

Girl your love is where it's at

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last

And be the one that got your back

Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together

And though we both made our mistakes

And some we never wish we made

But we'll be okay if we just stay together

Baby you're the one I've waited for

Because you gave me what I need and more

Girl its clear that we are meant to be

Together,

We should be together ....

Eternally

i love you so much!:)

again. : |

NOTICE:

Literally,

Heart's in danger.

it's been a month since the last time I felt it.

Now, it's coming back.

It's hurting.

I can't breathe.

everything's turning black.

I'm getting weaker.

I'm feeling numb.

I'm dying. :,(

westgrove invasion.

a lot of things actually happened this day. we visited Sarah Grant on her place. Not in her coffee shop (Mocha blends) but at her house rather. It's been a year since the last time we hanged out and I was so happy to see her again. i just miss the times back when we were still 1st year college. when we used to be classmates in almost all subjects.

Well, sadly, she'll be moving out to Australia pretty soon and probably finish her studies there. but this comin' Tuesday, she's goin' to Germany for vacation. :| I hope we made her happy even for a limited time.

I really enjoy this day a lot... especially when we played "rock band" haha.:D til next time..

Rinalyn's day. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY babes! Love you! ;P

just got home from Paseo and Cavite w/ buddies (Rinalyn, Ikah, Nichol, Ayen, Jamie, Kesper and Rafael).

I really had a great time with them especially while we were having dinner. The place's so relaxing with a refreshing atmosphere -- a forest-like.

Non-stop laughters, silly jokes, funny stories, business and most especially "the BONDS". those things are what I truly miss. They made me forget all my worries and concerns. For once, I feel so blessed having a TRUE friends like them. They are incomparable. :)

is currently studying for RELSFOR. too bad can't absorb anything. : | Should've studied earlier.

zero-two

~~OCTOBER 2, 2009~~

So, this is the second month of having you in my life yet it felt like years. No words could express, no words could be uttered, and no words could prove how much I love you. You’re my everything -- the reason why I still hold on and the reason why I still wanna wake up each day. Without you, my life would be worthless, pointless and has no direction at all. Seriously, from this day and on, I can't live without you. So, tell me, promise me, prove to me that your love is never ending. But then, if you really think it's time for you to give up, just tell me. So at the same time, I'd know when to give up this fragile heart. For as long as there's tomorrow, for as long as I still have breath to catch on, I'll never stop loving you. Don't cry. Don't be afraid. I'll be holding on to OUR promises til the end. Nothing -- no one -- can separate us. We'll make this last. Trust me .. :]

I love you so much ..... sooooo much! ;]

hello October.

hello OCTOBER!

Last night seemed to be the best night w/ you. :) I feel so secured in your arms. That night, I felt so complete. I wanted to tell you "I LOVE YOU" a thousand times, just to let you know what I truly feel.

TIME: 1:00 pm

11 hours to go til our day and for the 2nd time, we won't get a chance to be together. That's awful! It seems like destiny's fooling around & trying to pull us apart. :| With that, I consider everyday as a challenge since temptations never stop from ruining ones life. Still, I must be brave.

*I WON'T just GIVE YOU UP". We'll get through this, together. :)