Memory is the diary that we all carry about with us =)

6 days to go :)

I wonder where you are now.

officially missing you.

Baby girl

eww tagalog version ><

it's time to forget... EVERYTHING. :)

to whoever will take my place in your heart,

i hope she won't hurt you just the way i did.

you'll always be special. but to think of the current situation,

it's better if I leave.

GOOD bye :)

**memories will never be forgotten**

you seemed so near yet so far.

BLOG.

just created a new blogspot account. ;)

New chapter.

this should really be over..
i won't let confusion ruin everything..
new life awaits.

Something to deal with.

There are occurrences in life that happens unexpectedly. It's like yesterday, you learned to love and the next day, you never loved at all. That's one reason why I had my mind be preoccupied by tons of questions that surely won't be given answers. Once true love hits you, you'll never get away with it. Even if you try to bury all the memories and keep them out of your mind, there will always come an instance that will remind you of them. sometimes, it's when confusion starts to take place. but it won't be necessary to bring back what you've lost and hold on to those things you've once let go. that'd be unfair.. keep in mind that there are things that do come and go or should I simply say, temporary. the only way to find happiness is acceptance and satisfaction. :)

you will never be forgotten. i miss you already :)

please don't hide even a single thing from me.

my apologies

For every painful words I uttered, my apologies to you. Hurting you was never really my intention. I'm not who you think I am -- a bad person. or whatever you think of me. My fault. Getting jealous even if I no longer have the right... this is one thing I should avoid for now.

I'm quite sure you got hurt big time with my harsh words but for you to know, my heart almost died.
Knowing you're in deep pain weakens my heart that I can barely breathe. With a sincere heart, please take this word; SORRY. Yes, my dearest special someone. I'm sorry for hurting you.

I don't think I still have the courage to talk to you after everything. I deserve to be treated like nobody. Still, thank you for being my so-called "angel" ;)

I have no regrets.

i hate you. i fucking hate you.

i'm all messed up..

hirap magtiwala .:)

FEBRUARY=THUG

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

That hit me big. But I feel like were both standing here doing nothing. And I can’t not do anything. I don’t quit. But this situation, that blog post, I don’t know why I can’t help myself..but quit.

wag mo hayaan mawala yung bagay na alam mong mag-papasaya sayo. :)

kahit bilang kaibigan..hindi kita hahayaang mawala. aalagaan kita at patuloy na papasayahin.

move on :)

How do I end up in the same old place
Faced again with the same mistakes
So stubborn, thinking I know what is right
But life proves me wrong every time

Taking roads that lead me no where,
How do I expect to get there
But when will I learn to just put you first

I come to you now when I need you
But why do I wait to come see you
I always try to do this on my own
But I was wrong, cause only with you
Can I move on (can I move on)

When I am weak, it's you that makes me strong
And I know that you've been with me all along
So many times I forget to close my eyes
And listen to my heart
With you, life is so easy
Why do I make it hard

Oh, taking roads that lead me no where,
How do I expect to get there
When will I learn to just put you first

I, I come to you now when I need you
But why do I wait to come see you
I always try to do this on my own
But I was wrong, cause only with you
Can I move on

I'll get out of my own way,
Let you have your way
Cause I realized I'm no good on my own
I'm there for you, I'll serve for you
I can't live without you

I come to you now when I need you
Why do I wait to come see you
I always try to do this on my own
But I was wrong, I was wrong, I was wrong,
With only you, only you, with only you
Can I move on, can I move on, can I move on