2010 :]

HAPPY 2010 =]

2009 has been a great occurrence for me compared to the preceding years. It’s just that, measureless experiences taught me or aid me, rather, in becoming a better entity. For once in my entire existence; I learned to love unconditionally, got hurt shoddily wherein the deepest part of me is yet unhealed, I’ve become stronger, I had my first kiss, I’ve fallen completely, I’ve given myself – my life and I’ve changed for the better.

In reality, happiness is always impermanent because every smile is accompanied by wretchedness and melancholy feeling. Every year, someone is destined to leave and again, some time in 2009 I lost someone really important to me. But -- my life doesn’t end here and probably wouldn’t end here yet. : )

hoping 2010 would be a vast experience.

***I loved you yesterday, I'm loving you today and i'll still love you tomorrow. :)***

i miss you so much my life. =<

haven't gone online for days. I'm enjoying the break so far but --

i really miss YOU so bad. =[

wow! can't believe I'm finally done w/ school days. college life's almost over, thank God. what a relief. ill no longer worry about getting low grades or maintaining a grade of 3.0 and above. however, i feel sad at the same time. my dream of seeing my name on the list-of-honors will never happen not unless I concur w/ my parents' decision and that is to study abroad. I was thinkin about it lately, i mean, having a second degree would be great. I really dream of becoming a doctor (pediatrician) someday but there are so many what if's. nevermind those. i'll just follow his will. he won't fail me. =]

friday :)

I LOVE THIS DAY. ♥

it's all because..

I'd rather lose everything than not have you in my life. : )

you are my only happiness.

my life, my everything, i love you.

Some time ago

I received a special gift,

and it came in the form of you,

my friend.

You are so important to me,

and I want to thank you

for all the wonderful memories.

Whenever I see you,

I am reminded of myself.

Whenever I think of you, I am reminded

of all the good times we've had.

Together we've done so much,

seen so much, and felt so much.

With a knowing smile,

I look back at the shared times

and all the things only you and I know.

With high hopes and great expectations,

I look ahead to the future

and all the things only you and I

will share.

You not only put a smile on my face,

you put a smile in my heart.

You will always be my friend.

I WILL SURELY MISS YOU :(

now playing

breathless - Nelson



Fade away - Jay Sean



Officially yours - craig david

december 2, 2009

...

I should be happy atleast for today.

I want to forget everything; pain, sadness, misery etc.

gonna make this day extra special on my own way.

nothing but an option.

I'm just an OPTION and I must accept that. : )