okaaaaaaaaaaaay

fine

WHATEVER !! X(


pupuntang school in a while pero TINATAMAD. : |

ang tanong:

pag nag-bBLOG . Kelangan talaga ENGLISH ? :))

my FAVORITE GIRL (o^_^o)

music. music. music.

TUMBLR =]

be strong.

BE STRONG Razilee. . DON'T QUIT!

Come to think of how much you love the person and how you held on for so long, the promises, GOOD TIMES.

Giving up is never an option.

follow what your heart is saying, not your mind.

God has his own reason why it's happening. everything will be fine.

tomorrow will be another story.

Maturity in relationshis.

♥ For a love relationship to mature, both partners must experience a deep feeling, a tacit belief, that there is something quite special about them which would never have happened had each not contributed to its creation

Mature love partners have learned not to expect perfection in each other. They know that acceptance has its own reward. Each lover's differences test the other's capacity for acceptance, forgiveness and understanding. They never dance around issues. When necessary, they discuss their imperfections, lovingly, with care not to pass judgment with harmful words. Acceptance and tolerance hold hands in the presence of unconditional love.

Mature lovers -- lovers who love unconditionally -- develop a knack for side- stepping resentment and focusing on the good they see in one another. They have evolved to a higher level of understanding, one that transcends taking notice of the imperfections of the other.

Maturity is the capacity to face unpleasantness, frustration, discomfort and defeat without complaint or collapse. Mature love partners know they can't have everything their own way. They are able to defer to circumstances, to other people - and to time, when necessary.

Mature love partners permit each other the freedom to pursue their individual interests and friends without restriction. This is when trust presents itself. Mature love allows this level of separateness to bring lovers closer together. In this scenario separateness is perceived as a bond, not a wedge. It encourages love partners to celebrate their own uniqueness.

♥ We can come to realize that mature love equals loving yourself for being what you are, and likewise loving another person for who they are. When we can feel such unconditional no-matter-how-you-act love, we have learned what I call mature love. Mature love allows you fully to be yourself with your loved one.

Maturity is the ability to live up to the responsibilities of a love relationship, and this means being dependable. It means keeping your word; it means living in your relationship like your word really means something. Dependability equates with personal integrity. This means no withholds. It means saying what needs to be said, with love. Do you mean what you say? Do you say what you mean?

The world is filled with people who can't be counted on, people who never seem to come through in the clutches, people who break promises and substitute alibis for performance. They make excuses. They show up late - or not at all. They are confused and disorganized. Their lives are a chaotic maze of unfinished business and uncommitted relationships. Oh, what a tangled web we weave.

♥ Mature love offers us our most profound opportunity for regaining wholeness - not because our partners will fill all of our emptiness, but because we can use the embrace of a loving relationship to nurture ourselves toward greater maturation and ripening

Maturity is the ability to make a decision and stand by it. Immature people spend their lives exploring endless possibilities and then do nothing. Action requires courage. There is no maturity without courage.

Maturity is the ability to harness your abilities and your energies and to do more than is expected in your relationships. The mature person refuses to settle for mediocrity. They would rather aim high and miss the mark than aim low and hit it.

for a friend. a special friend.

You were so nice. So sweet. So lovely. So inspiring. So simple yet unique. Caring. ONE of a KIND.
You're a not-so-ordinary friend I know. You've taught me, made me realize, and opened my mind with so many things. New things I've never encountered before. I'm slowly learning to live a simpler life and be contented w/ what I have. Also, I'm starting to leave the life of being an all time spoiled-brat.

You accepted ALL my imperfections - you accepted ME as ME: my IMMATURITY. being Childish. laughing for no reason. too talkative. my silent-moments. being mean. HARSH. and and ALL. With all these, you make me feel so comfortable.

We've known each other for like years now. i remember my BROKEN-heart-ed moments. How we often talk about silly things, how you've given me funny advices, how you made me laugh with just seeing your face on the webcam and doing silly stuffs on yourself. THE BANANA dance, i wouldn't forget that. Most especially HOW YOU MAKE FUN OF YOURSELF just to see me smile. Did I ever THANK you? Did I ever pay back your kindness? If not then it's time to do my job.

You've been there for me during my UPS and DOWNS. you never leave my side especially when things get hard for me to handle. Guess i made you feel the "TOO MUCH" thing. I'm ready to take RISKS. I'll accept the consequences with all do respect.

I'm here for you.
i won't leave you.
I'll be your angel.


THANK YOU SOO MUCH.
i love you. i love you my dear friend.

:)

I'VE FALLEN INLOVE W/ YOU ALL OVER AGAIN. ♡

i m i s s y o u

I miss

...the way you hold my hands.

...those lovely smiles.

...those odd STARES and SILLY JOKES.

...your head on my shoulder

...your gentle kiss

...your SCENT

...being w/ you in SILENCE

...those SONGS playing n your car.

...hearing those three words from you

...the way you say "NAMISS KITA" then would hug me afterwards.

...those stolen kisses <3

...LAUGHING w/ you

...those black spots

...crying in front of you

...those sweet conversations

...talking w/ you about growing old together..our future..

...the sound of your voice

...tickling each other

...those arguments

...the time when we were arguing in your car, then I'd say " SIGE na, BYE na". you'd just hold my hand and stop me while saying : "PLEASE, hindi ko kaya". then i'd just end up hugging you tight.

...strolling w/ you

...your expressions

...it when you say "WAG MO KO TIGNAN, naiilang ako" :))

...YOU!! :|

...US together

I wanna be w/ you again. :|

I wanna spend everyday with you..

REALLY. . . I miss you soooo BAD =(

I don't know what's happening lately. it feels odd. i don't seem to understand and got no clue either. Am I losing HOPE or am I just losing my mind? is it because I'm too insensitive? am I getting it right or am I dealing w/ it the other way around? I'm lost and sooo confused. Neither got no idea on what's gonna happen next ;__;


Do I still LOVE you?

of course I do.

BUT. . .

why do I have this awkward and unsure feeling?

AM I LOVING YOU NOW MORE than I EVER DID?

I guess, yes. :| That's why I'm scared. Soo scared... that one day, you'll wake up realizing that... you already fall out of love and that, maybe, just maybe, you fall for someone else already.

IMPOSSIBLE, yeah?

I trust every words you utter. I trust your feelings. i TRUST you.

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fallin' out. o__O

fixed marriage? NOOOO!! NEVER : |

weird. weird.

why is EVERYONE acting weird nowadays. I don't get it. :|

so i really don't know what's happening now but obviously, i feel bad. we're nearly graduating and would probably face the real world soon.hoping that the dilemma our group-of-friend's currently facing right now could be solved right away.but everytime we try to solve it the more it gets worse.we never wanted to be bias so as far as everyone agrees, all were given chance to explain their sides. the main concern is honesty and admitting once fault however one person didn't seem to cooperate. every explanations she had were contradicting so yeaaah "which is which now?" :| i don't wanna make any judgment towards a certain someone cause it's gnna be unfair for that person. what to do now?

real friends stab you in the front.

people these days. ugh. you'll never find out who's real.

SHIT. . .

until now, Im confused w/ people who treat me nicely. do i care? NOO! :3 i can mess up w/ them as well. besides, i don't mind even if I lose all of them as long as there's an existing God. I'll never be alone. .

**HINDI NAMAN SA KANILA UMIIKOT MUNDO KO**
(.. ehm. just referring to someone) x( argggh.

Here we are again...stuck with ourselves
and nothing to say
Wish i could take all the pain away
But every word i speak becomes so kinetic
I can't find a reason for us to be friends...now isn't that pathetic?
As we walk together on this chilling February night
We listen to the cars as they pass by...

Yeah, i know it would've been so great
If only we learned from our mistakes
These seconds are dragging on and on...time won't speed up
And now we're lost...looking back on what was once there
I finally realize that life is not the main attraction for me to you
It's nothing more than a boring preview

All these colors...seem to fade into black and white
All these days continue to bleed into the night
As we all wait for a light to show us the way
It's too late...My hair turned black and the sky turned grey

Look around, what have you done?
You left a dagger in my back when you should've stabbed me in the front

Yeah, now i get it.
You're so f*cking pathetic.

we will miss you Sarah. <3

I don't want to be a hindrance . . .
I don't want to be a barrier. . .
I don't want to be selfish. . .

I want you to be happy. Not with me. but with those people you used to spend most of your time with.
I will no longer stop you. I'm giving you freedom. :)

i love you.</3

then there was you

So cold and dark, so empty and alone,
Never knowing what real love was.

So fragile and closed, so hateful and cruel, never to open my heart to anyone, and then there was you.
So scared, so new, not knowing what was to come, I gave you what little I had left. Hoping that you would want me the way that I am. Timid and frightend, wanting to love again, and then there was you.

A little relief from the beating that my heart took, trying to remember what it was like. You showed me that it was real and true, you touch so gentle, you saw right through.
All the pain and distrust disappeared that day, the love that consumed me felt so perfect and so right. Still hesitant to let anyone see who I really was, and then there was you.

Believing in me, trusting me, loving me unconditionally, letting go of all the fear, anger, and regret. Knowing that it is ok just to be who I am.
Crying, laughing, talking, sharing emotions that I tried to hide for so long, All because there was you…

o2

it's not necessary to count the months of us being together now or how long we would last. Problems keep on getting our way, trying to break the strong feeling that once clutched two hearts together. It seems like giving up has always been a chosen option for me everytime we argue. Yet, look at us, we're stiff and unbreakable.

You know, it has gotten into the point wherein I blamed myself for having a heart that is fragile. I get hurt easily that I can barely breathe, as if there's an arrow passes through my heart. Now I should confess that I am weak but despite of it, I am still here, holding on to our love...

You'll never know how much I have loved you and how much I am LOVING you right now cause you never look inside and hear what my heart's really trying to say. My feelings are still hidden as well as our relationship. I always wanna show everyone how proud I am to have you but I never had the chance.. Guess I'll have to wait for that time...

we may not know what tomorrow could bring or what will happen the next day. It's like, you are holding my hands now and tomorrow you no longer can. BUT remember that I may be far away from you but nothing will ever gonna change. my heart belongs to you alone..

let's cherish everyday, every chances we could have, every moments of togetherness.

let's make them all unforgettable.

I love you...

Promise me, you'll be strong no matter what.

you're my only HAPPINESS.


Iloveyousomuch. . . ;]