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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

bothered.

[[STARBUCKS, Walked around Paseo 3 & Strolled in the park]]

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Guess I’m being selfish. Still, I can’t blame myself for loving you this much. Selfishness doesn't always appear negatively. Somehow, it can be a diverse implication by means of protecting something you never want to lose. I CAN FORGIVE, however, I CAN’T FORGET. Everyone knows, I’m someone who just GO-with-the-FLOW; in a nutshell, “easy-going”. I say SORRY even if it’s not rational to initiate for as long as someone accepts it -- it’ll no longer be a big deal. However, ignore it and expect me to ignore you forever. Simple as it seem.

To be honest, I am SELFISH. Okay, I’ll take all the bad impressions for now. It’s just that, something bothers me a lot. Guess, my friend was right that it’s not bad to sometimes – SPEAK OUT. Like every concerns should be vocalized. As for everyone agrees – “PAST IS PAST” (whether you were committed or not, it’s the same), nonetheless, it’s something that has always been mistaken. Let’s say, someone better came. You can’t just ignore the fact that you love the other more than the other, that’d be unfair. In that case, it’s possible that “PAST could be PRESENT”. TRUST is part, still, various temptations are hard to resist. Once you are committed, expect barriers. Part of this is -- SACRIFICE. One will have to sacrifice as well as certain someone is expected to get hurt.

My friend, I’m not sure if I should agree with all these thoughts. Still, thanks for broadening up my mind to reality.

**Napapaisip ako. Baluga ka packner! Salamat sa panddown mo sakin & panddiscourage. Natututo ako lumaban & maging aware sa mga bagay bagay. =|**